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Well friends, it's that time of year. A time to change. Resolutions, goals and dreams seem to occupy most of my thoughts. Yes, it is already January 10th... which only means I have finally found the time to sit down and compose.

believe it or not, NO diet coke. (at least for awhile)

"cardio" will soon be my middle name

one word= READING. planning on reading book after book

moon walk on pointe. (love you MJ)

a small act of service a day. ("what have I done for someone today?")

swearing will come to an end.

plan a crazy trip this summer.

love my 'enemies'.

capture moments in pictures.

dedicate at least a half hour to studying the gospel every day.

only triple pirouettes.

eat lots of sushi.

maintain and strengthen the relationships with those I love most; Cautiously making an effort to see what I can do for them.

simply smile. be happy.

and last but not least...

figure my life out. huge decisions to make this year.

My list isn't great, impressive or too ambitious. But, my list is my list. I hope I live up to my expectations. 2009 was a lovely year; it couldn't have been better. I'm hoping for a happy, healthy, fun and pivotal year. Cheers to 2010!

{2010}

Can you believe it?! Two thousand and ten?! I am happy to say that the new year is already off to a good start. To be honest, New Years is my least favorite holiday. The anticipation which often leads to a let down just kills me. However, this year was a blast; Thank goodness for awesome friends, creating memories, laughter and the unknown. As for my resolutions...? I'll have to get back to you on that one. That will require a bit of serious thinking. As for right now? I am just going to live it up these last four days at home and hope for the best. Happy New Years! Let's make it a good one. CHEERS!

{ho ho ho}

....merry christmas....

that's all. i just wanted to wish everyone a very merry christmas.

don't worry blog, i haven't forgotten you...

it's just a crazy time of year.

a lovely post is soon to come your way.

curtain call

it's opening night! yikes. nerves are hitting me like crazy this year. why? I simply feel under rehearsed. the new lights make things seem impossible. my family is coming which always activates the butterflies in my stomach. and lastly, the pressure of a new role is quite intimidating. i love this time of year; and NuTcRacKer fuels my love. the music, the traditions and the dancing is magical. this year, i love that we are all friends. dressing room laughter is contagious, and feeling like everyone in my room is my best friend is a huge comfort. silly questionnaires, lots of m&m's, "gossiping", rapping to waltz of the flowers (L&N) and inside jokes have found their home inside our room. its lovely. what a great year. i'm happy for the curtain to go up tonight. performing is a passion. wish me luck. i need all that i can get! p.s. to all of you in the company who have made this year a blast.... thank you! i love you!

gobble. gobble. gobble.

Thanksgiving... Truly a time to thank and and a time to give. It is so lovely being home with those I love most. I simply just adore Thanksgiving. I love the food, the weather, the feelings shared, the traditions, the memories and the laziness of the holiday. Today, I am grateful for more than I could begin to list or express. I feel as though I am a lucky girl because my life is nearly perfect and I am so thankful for every little detail of every single day. My list begins with these things, but certainly doesn't end there. I'm thankful for...

My family of seven. Each one of them means to world to me. I am so thankful for the individuality each member provides to create the unique family we have. Our bond is everlasting.

My passion for life, learning and loving. I look forward to living each and every day because my life is simply lovely. I seek after knowledge because learning is a catalyst for change. Loving comes easy, because I love falling in love with life's gems.

My Savior. His encompassing sacrifice and victory is the reason I live, breathe and hope.

My lover in Malaysia. I'm beyond grateful to have discovered what falling in love feels like. I'm so thankful for his example, love letters and sense of humor. But most of all, I'm thankful that he loves me in return.

My moments of laughter. Usually shared with my friends. I'm blessed to have such wonderful friends who all mean the world to me.

My passion for ballet, movement, performing and silent expression. I love coming alive on stage, practicing and perfecting in the studio and the sensation of accomplishing goals.

I'm thankful for life. I really just love it.

Happy Thanksgiving to all.